What I do Instead

Dreaming, dreaming, dreaming
I do that instead of screaming
Yelling on the inside
Is
Someone whose silence is loud
Silence, silence, silence
It slices through the violence
The violence of the world I see
The violence of the world around me
Me, me, me
I despise what I see
The me I see is not the me within
Within, within, within
That’s where my minds been
Visiting the real me, the hiding me
Hiding, hiding, hiding
I do that along with sighing
Sighing silently
Sighing, sighing, sighing
I do that instead of crying
Crying for people to see the real me