Do You Remember?

Remember when it didn't matter?
Remember how as kids, always stood by the right decisions?
Do you remember when we didn't know such words we use today, too innocent to hurt anyone?
We never learned.

We learned how to criticize,
discriminate, smoke, and to say yes.
It never mattered about what clothes you wore, or how you wore them.
It never mattered who you were friends with.
Never mattered if you were sober,
hell, that was the norm.

The decisions we made; they were half fast, but it worked.
It all changed. Most forgot their morals.
I don't know how,
I just started not to say no.
I remember who I was before and after some drugs,
though I don't do much, but I'm just not who I want, I'm half.

So much left to learn,
fuck, I hope I grow out of this.
Sure, highschool doesn't mean much when it comes to socializing,
but it gets to you after you get wrapped into shit.
People just assume things about you,
judge your relationships.

A few years from now,
I don't think you'll be able to recognize me.
This won't mean anything,
I won't, or maybe I'm just in a certain state right now.
Every time I turn around, something drastic changes,
I'm tired of people leaving.

Remember.
That's all you'll be left with.
It won't ever change, it all hurts the same.