God's Creation

There’s yelling
Tears streaming, down my ace, into the crest of my breast
Heads throbbing
Shaking
Still yelling
Puddles of salty tears
Drenched in sweat
Heads pounding
Wanting and wanting
To just end it all.

There’s screaming, hitting
Hurting,
Crying, salt water ponds, oceans,
Surrounding her.

A world was built on her tears
Her hurt, her pain
Animals were burned and gunned down
Land was burned and smashed
Water rolling and cresting over the buildings
And trees and houses
Killing innocent children.

They started it all
The people who adopted me.
God’s creation
Evil people
The devil’s taking over
He wants the pain
She wants it over with

She cries every night
She bleeds every night
She dies every night
She comes home to hell
She doesn’t want to line in hell.
She wonders, “Is there a heaven? Will god ever help me? Is there a god? Why is he leaving me when I need someone?”

One day…
she won’t have to cry every night
She won’t have to bleed every night
She won’t have to die every night
She won’t have to come home to hell
She won’t have to live in hell.
She will go to heaven.
God will love her.
One day…