Please (A letter to God)

Please God,
why?
I don't understand, I don't understand it at all.
I had never asked for much,
you finally answered my prayers & I couldn't ask for anything more.
But why God? Why?
Why did you take it all away in such a short time?
Why'd you even bother? Why'd you even bother giving if it was only going to get taken away?

I was so happy, so content.
So carefree, so cheerful and bubbly.
Please God,
I'll do anything.
Anything to have it back again.
I'll do anything to be happy again.
At the end of the day, I can't stand it.
Knowing that all was well.
And now, its hell.

I pray and I beg and I pray and I beg.
For hours, each night.
I want it all back God, it's all I want.
I want my old life back, I want the feeling of warmth to touch my since frozen over, and broken heart.
God I hate it, I hate it so much.
I hate knowing you watched what unfolded. I hate how you didn't do anything to stop it.
Why didn't you change it?
Please?
For me God?
Your child, please I beg of you.

I'll never ask for anything ever again.
I promise.
It's all that consumes my mind, what could of been.
What I think God, should have been.
For all of eternity.
I'm calling out to you, I'm begging you with every ounce of my soul.
God, I love you.
And I know you love me too.

Please God,
make me happy like you once did.
Do it again please,
give it all back.

All I can do is pray, and wait until you answer my prayers.
I pray for it every night, I beg for it every night.
Why'd you give me everything I ever wanted but take it away God?
Why........?
I want it back, I want it all back.

Please God,
I beg of you,
as your child,
as your daughter,
as a loss soul,
and as someone, that simply cannot take it anymore.

I beg of you God,
please......with a cherry on top?