Temptations

Its hard to look out the window
And not have the temptation to jump
To see how far you can fall.
Or to take a gun into your hands
And not feel the need to put in to your head and pull the trigger
To see your body splattered on the wall.

Its hard to take the pills
And not swallow ten at the same time
To slowly drift into the darkness.
Or to feel the blade
And not stab it into your heart
To see how long it would take to bleed to death.

But..

Will you decide to forget it all
And take the jump.
Or will you end everything
And pull the trigger.

Will you decide to rid yourself of pain
And take those ten pills.
Or will you give up
And thrust the blade deep into your heart.