What if....

what if i stop breathing?
would you care about me?
'cuz now i lay here grieving
and i think maybe i should go

what if my life is just a mask?
just a fake, an ilusion
i dont even know
who am i??

what if you are also a fake?
oh! the i will be so lonely
'cuz you are the one who cares

What if i am dead?
what if i were a ghost?
what if i am not here?
gosh, i had become insane!

Why is everyone so perfect?
and i'm so fucking not
i am full of sorrow and regret
and you're so full of joy