We Are Opposites

You're as rude as a man could be,
but i stand attracted.
You're never once kind to me,
but i dream to see you smile.
Your eyes read hatred as you glance my way,
but i hunger for a glimpse through to your soul.
You call for perfection in a woman,
but all i have is affection.
I long to exploit these feelings i possess,
but from a long unattended sense of fear, i cannot.
Your image of me may fall deeper into the pit of sorrow.
So i keep aside,
like a shadow on a sunny day.
Barely visible in the heat of life and love.