Or is it just me?

Can we pretended it didn't happen?
because if i could i would
and sometimes when i talk to you i do forget
its just that easy to go back to the time
long before u could make me cry
before i couldn't forgive you
Does it go back to the same?
because i can pretended it didn't happen
and only remember the love i had for you
you were my first love
my first desire
my first every thing
i know how to do whats best for me
and sometimes you don't seem to be good for me
but the way you smile
makes my heart turn to a squish
and i kinda like squish
and i kinda cant get over you
Can we make it work?
can we not hurt each other
yes i said "we" and "each other"
i know it want just you
it was me too
but isn't that what we do to those we love
the most important thing
Do you feel the same way?
Do you get the same feeling i get?
Do you want me the way i want you?
Do you even think of me?
Or is it just me?