lies

I thought I was immune to your lies, but clearly im not. The lies are beginning to cut me, and my anger is spilling out. The rage makes me just want to rearrange your face so I wont have to see the lies when I look at you. The weekness wont allow me to let the rage take over because im too stupid to realize that the lies will continue and that you dont love me at all. Dont you understand how it feels to be so hurt that your angry beyond the edge? That you cant control your thoughts but whenever you see them you cant seem to walk away? That your happy to be with them and when you hear the next lie your heart dies a little more and the pain it brings you is unbearable? Well if you get inside my mind and feel what I feel when im with you and when you lie in my face, you'll know what it is to want to hurt someone else to keep the one thats hurting you close.