two fACE

When I first met you, you were down.
I pulled you right back up.
You told me everything,
from your favourite tea to your favourite cup.

I was falling for your words, as they were all I had.
I thought, 'come on! you've never met her, it's surely just a fad'
But my feelings grew stronger and stronger, and all it took.
Was to see you in town, how you acted, dressed and looked.

We hugged, we cuddled, everything but kissed.
I can't help but think on what I've missed.
I confessed 6 weeks ago, to what I felt in my heart.
I think I now regret it, I don't think that was smart.

We got closer and closer, I was gonna pull you outa this hole.
Your well being and happiness, making you smile became my goal.
I'd compliment you, buy you things, and always make you laugh.
I guess this whole 'a place in my heart' thing was just a gaff.

2-3 weeks ago, he adds you to chat.
You fell for him... SIMPLE AS THAT?
You go to his house, click and kiss...
I'M SORRY IS THERE SOMETHING I'VE MISSED!?

Last I checked, you didn't want to be cared for...
If not, what was I waiting for?
I was pushing, hinting, yet got turned away.
You fall for him in less than a day.

If you wanna make up, make sure this isn't how it ends.
If you wanna make up, try and make us stay friends.
If you wanna make up, put in some effort and work.
I want you to make up, because this fucking hurts.
♠ ♠ ♠
I wrote this, while wanting to throw up, or break something, or something...
I apologise for any problems in it...