Tired But Wide Awake

im tired

i cant trust them
my friends
they say they wont leave
they leave
they say they will live with me 4ever
they die
they promise
the promise is broken
the secrets
are never secrets
i may be tired but im wide awake
widly aware that i cant trust anyone who comes along
i may have a lot of "friends"
but i dont have friends
friends are the opposite of what i have