Complicated

I just sit there
And take it all in
You’re not exactly yelling
But not smiling either

I can tell you’re upset
And angry, it’s all the same
But I never told you to do it
I never wanted you in my life

It was your choice to pry
It’s not my fault you’re curious
But now, you have the wrong perception
And I’m not telling you what’s different

I was fine until you came along
The dreaded new boy who wouldn’t stop staring
You thought you knew something
But I wouldn’t let on

So now as I sit
Rolling my eyes and bored to tears
You ask the question,
“Why did you do it?”

And I look up at you
With my cold hard eyes
And answer emotionlessly,
“It’s complicated.”