The Hole

there's a girl that's living in a hole. she can't cry or scream. her tear ducts stopped working and her vocal cords were ripped out. she can't find anything to attach herself to the world again. she tried everything to express the emotions she felt. though nothing worked. she believes that when she bleeds she feels alive. she covers the scars and marks. she hopes to break out of the naturalness of feeling depression. she won't open up to any one. she thinks no one would care. she's scared that no one would accept her apologizes anymore. so she stays in her hole. closed off from feelings, life and things that use to bring her happiness.