I was Scared...

Im scared of scraping my knee falling for you
but looking at you, i see that you're crawling
hoping that i realize who you are
telling me that your not that far
kicking you hurts me to
im not exactly sure what i do
but as i fall so fast
im so scared that it wont last
i try and crush what i feel
because im stunned that you are real
i want this to work out
im tired of having all this doubt
i fell for you, it didnt hurt this time
you stole my heart, a selfless crime
im seriously in love, Im done denying
i hid this from you for way to long
i pushed you away, cuz i wanted to feel strong
now i hope you understand why
i did what i did but still gave us a try
lobing you was so hard to believe
i closed my eyes, i didnt wanna see
that i could live loving you
im letting in my feelings so true
now at the end of the day
i can say im not going to push you away