What could of been.
The same thing each night.
The same thought.
The same prayer.
The same cause of tears.
The same sick feeling.
Gazing up at the stars, I attempt to count them, once again.
Each one that is counted, has the name of something I miss.
Laying in bed, I clench my pillow tight.
Replaying all the memories and conversations in my head.
Why can't I forget?
I thought it would all be ok once I was with you.
No more sorrow, no more pain, no more playing that same game.
During the night, I can't even rest in peace.
You didn't tell me sweet dreams last night, or the night before that, or the night before.
You haven't for a while, a while that feels like a eternity.
each day without you feels like a year of
drowning.
And drowning for year might be even easier.
I don't hear your voice anymore.
I don't feel your touch.
I don't have you anymore.
It's starting to become unbearable, I can't stand it.
You were my shot in the dark, that brought me light.
You were white, while everything was black.
You were, my world.
God, I miss you.
As I lay here, thinking of you.
I bite my lip, and grit my teeth, but it dosen't help.
The flood gates break, and I begin to cry.
At one simple thought,
"What could of been, but never will be."
The same thought.
The same prayer.
The same cause of tears.
The same sick feeling.
Gazing up at the stars, I attempt to count them, once again.
Each one that is counted, has the name of something I miss.
Laying in bed, I clench my pillow tight.
Replaying all the memories and conversations in my head.
Why can't I forget?
I thought it would all be ok once I was with you.
No more sorrow, no more pain, no more playing that same game.
During the night, I can't even rest in peace.
You didn't tell me sweet dreams last night, or the night before that, or the night before.
You haven't for a while, a while that feels like a eternity.
each day without you feels like a year of
drowning.
And drowning for year might be even easier.
I don't hear your voice anymore.
I don't feel your touch.
I don't have you anymore.
It's starting to become unbearable, I can't stand it.
You were my shot in the dark, that brought me light.
You were white, while everything was black.
You were, my world.
God, I miss you.
As I lay here, thinking of you.
I bite my lip, and grit my teeth, but it dosen't help.
The flood gates break, and I begin to cry.
At one simple thought,
"What could of been, but never will be."
♠ ♠ ♠
I know alot of my poems lately have been about heartbreak, I'm sorry if it's not your taste.I'm just going through it and writing helps.
I appreciate you reading.