And you know what?

He played me like a game,
smiled to my face, but spit on my name.
Laughed with his friends,
the fun never ends.

told em all these lies,
which made me cry.
Got me thinking maybe there is one,
some one out for me,
but now that's in the past,
just plain history.

I try not to think,
about all his lies,
even though I'm breaking,
deep inside.

I may seem weak,'but that is a cost,
giving your heart to another,
letting them be the boss.

Returning it torn,
and throwing it down,
makeup smeared all over,
I felt like a clown.

Embarrassed and hurt,
no glee to feel,
but it was my fault,
not against my will.

And you know what?

I'll still go on,
living my life,
too bad he lost me,
I could've been a wife.

But now I see,
that games will be played,
but baby I'll tell you,
you picked the wrong day.

And now I'm over it!
Over all this bull,
I'm shaking you out of my head,
and breaking your pull.

But that is the past,
which will forever last,
but keep it in mind, what you throw out,
will come back.