lost but will not be found this time...

This pain is just too real.
You say your always there,
but i never see a soul.

I'm confused,
lost,
hurt,
ready to kill,
ready to do the worst.

These wounds just won't heal
and You said you would be the one,
the one to what over me and protect.
to love and to hold.

My minds made,
im still lost,
im still hurt,
im still ready to kill
and ready to do the worst.
Im ready.....................

to die.

such a simple thing to say,
when here i am
lost in an unfamiliar
place.

yet with this knive
i now take....

what was never
ever to be,

Yours.
♠ ♠ ♠
im sorry if anyone finds this disturbing or does not like it but i never write what i make up i write from true experiance but edit things a bit so as they are not as scary as they really were or even are!!!!!