Paranoid

Is this ending? Are we still joined for eternity? All these questions, and you wonder why I cry. I'm still waiting for this hope to appear, though I know its not there. Paranoid still depressed from all the broken symphony's I'm singing. I've been waiting for sometime, till i was hopeless, waiting for someone like you. When you see that really pretty girl I will let you go. Theirs no hope for me so let me drowned in the sea, alone. You are, and always will be my everything, so good luck in the world without me. I'm looking for a hero who will save me not destroy me. This love is painful enough without you screaming at me. Your my only one so believe me for once. There she goes with a hour glass frame and a pretty face follow her, she needs you more. Say goodbye before you leave me to the sea, and erase yourself from my memories. I'll wave from under the street light, then walk away with nothing but a fake smile. The road to the beach is lonely and un-forgiving, I'm on my way watch and see...

The waves are reaching for me, I whisper my last wishes and jump off the bridge. The current is pulling me down and all I see is the dark blue sky. Your kissing her shes kissing back, and as you say I Love You my world goes black.........