This Is Not A Poem

This is not a poem,
this is a note to self
Remember that no one truly cares about you, but yourself
i have the urge to just say, fuck everyone
Your nothing but a fake, who secretly despises me, I know
the only way I can be truly happy,
Is to forget all of you,
to live the life I've always wanted to live
I will never give up on my dreams, medical school, here I come
i will be the best, because I want to be
No matter how much I cry,
those tears won't be for you
These tears are what makes me stronger,
open my eyes to this world of hurt, pain, suffering
I believe no one,
I trust no one
Promises mean little to me,
anyone can make a "promise"
Doesn't mean you have to stick to it.
and, hate
Why do people use the word "hate''
if it's such a strong word, that shouldn't be said
Then, what is love?
people use that word constantly,
but yet, that word is just thrown around, like it means nothing
Love is just a four letter word, just like hate
You can say it, but you don't have to mean it.