Love Drought

I already know it’s me, you so lovingly despise
But it doesn’t make shit easier to bare
I’ve read the tension in your eyes
You left me with the memory of your cold lifeless stare

To go back to what we passed
To touch your darling face
These are visions I wish I could grab
And wrap around with your precious embrace

For, stab me now! And twist the blade
Watch all feeling in me never fade
The heart still belongs, despite you might not know
In its beating, pumping, hungry for your feeling to grow

It might never sprout and it burns me up
To know the only source of redemption, I’ve gone and fucked
Now you look the other way, towards a path I do not see
You paved it all for you, left nothing for me