I miss your everything

I miss your smile
I miss your laugh
I miss your way of making me smile
I miss your everything
I know your in a better place
But I cant help but miss you
I cant help but be sad
You wouldnt want me to be sad
You wouldnt want me to cry
My friends dont want me to either
You were my grandma
I'm the guilty one
The one whos at fault for not hanging out with you
For not spending more time with you
I regret it
I miss you
I miss your smile
I miss your laugh
I miss your way of making me smile
I miss your everything