TO GREAT A PRICE

It makes no sense to me, these conflicting emotions leave me feeling fulfilled,

and then in guilt and misery.

They swell up in my soul and consume me most day and night. The conflict is,

I know in my heart what is right.

How did they enter and when will be my relief? In time will they fade,

or will it grow into an insatiable need?

I will pray to God, I will not compromise, I will FIGHT! To succumb would be to great a price...

It would cost me my life.