Monster
I thought I had gottten away
I was feeling good
But now its back again
For me
Its closing in on me
I can't see it
But it can be felt everywhere
It grabs my wrist but I don't scream
I have accepted my fate
It pulls me away from myself
I look back and now all that is left
Is my shell
My shell, that doesn't feel
My shell, that is always withdrawn
My shell, that is always hurt
My shell, that hides
The monster pulls me away
And looking back on now
I guess the monster always had me
I was feeling good
But now its back again
For me
Its closing in on me
I can't see it
But it can be felt everywhere
It grabs my wrist but I don't scream
I have accepted my fate
It pulls me away from myself
I look back and now all that is left
Is my shell
My shell, that doesn't feel
My shell, that is always withdrawn
My shell, that is always hurt
My shell, that hides
The monster pulls me away
And looking back on now
I guess the monster always had me