***ed up (Uncensored vers.)

My hands are hexed
My tongue is damned
My mind got pissed
Has my heart lost its fight?
I’m realizing that you’re right
Shit rules everything that I do
That’s sure as hell not
What you expected me to be

What happened to my good times?
And what did I do with my destiny?
I kept wearing it out
Till you got real sick of me
You’ve had enough
Without a doubt
And I can’t blame you for being
All fucked up

You’ve lost your will to pretend
Well - the truth is not negligent anymore
There are plenty of people accusing me
They’re all getting fucked up
You’re the only one
Whose temper has a real good reason to fly
I’m the queen of fools
And I’ve got no excuse

I feel I’m falling from grace
For nothing that I do is of use
You know
Now I’m fucked up, too.