"best friends" Dont mean shit anymore

Bestfriends forever?
More like never.
I loved you.
you through her in my face.

I told you how I felt, and all you did was lie.
You were my everything,
I was just a conveniance.

You snuggled closer to her, with a little smirk on your face,
while i kept the tears in, trying to be strong.
And if that wasn't enough, you did it over and over again.

It was likw you were beating me,
blow after blow after blow.
Until you shattered my sheild.
Then you walked away leaving me vulnerable.

All I truly want to say to you is,
GO FUCK YOURSLEF.