This thing called REALITY

As the pain comes within a heartbeat
I want to get down on my knees and start crying.
Slowly I try to erase you from my heart but it's impossible because the love I have for you is something that cannot be put aside.
No matter how hard I try to forget you and erase you from my heart. 
I can't seem to erase the scars you have already left. It hurts knowing you love someone that isn't me, because for me I love you so much you wouldn't even know. But i guess the only thing I can do know is back off so you can live better. 
Not knowing what's gonna happen next in life I try to look forward to the future and forget the past. It's difficult...hey it might be impossible since each day I hear your angelic voice and fall for you all over again I know I have to move on just like you have. But why is it easier for you than for me? All this pain bottled inside and you don't even know it'd because of you and you're out living your life and I should be living mine but I can't...I just can't. I'm stuck at the crossroads you left me at all alone hoping someone would come and help. And hoping that person would be you.