Make Me Lifeless

I wish you would shut up
Sometimes I wish I were dead
It would be better,
It would be worse

You don't like my change,
You make fun of me
It seems the world hates me,
I hate it too

The one I could trust with anything,
You took her
I don't know what she did to you,
You despise her though

Why do you scream at me?
Why do you hit me?
Why do you hate me?
The questions that go unanswered

I hold you down,
You embarrass me
You hurt me,
I take it

If you don't want me,
I will leave
It's not a problem
Really, it's not

Taking things away from me,
Doesn't make anything better
It makes things worse
Much worse

I love you to death,
Are your words every time
I throw daggers with my eyes
I will never love you, not ever.