Toxic Aim

Toxic aim,
lay my head in shame,
what I did, it's where I came.
who I am, my red sky fire
lullaby unleashes a
harmful silence flame.
What I know,
my past plays blame.
I am a mystery waiting to unfold,
I am a volcano waiting to explode,
I am a secret that is to be told.
I am a definite reality
in the warmth of cold,
I am a riddle to decode.
Shadow arms carry me
on this redemption road.
I am the reason why music sings,
everything about me screams
into the nightmare phone that rings.
Silent night wrap your gift
and hold onto it tight,
this is a matter of wrong and right.
As long as I'm awake my end is in flight.
Tempt the heart and
swallow the meds in sight.
Don't let me speak, for surely I might.