All Mourning

I need to rest, i can not eat
I starve from food and hunger sleep
I haven't read, I can't understand
The words a blur, give me a hint

It's blasted and plays again and again
I can't make it stop, I won't let it end
I'd like to say I know, I don't, but I do
Confuse me or not, what's it say?

It's hot and it rings, the blood fills my veins
I laugh with them, and look towards them

Throw some stuff, yell some words
Still they'll talk all morning
I try not to care, but I know how it works
Now it just gets worse and worse

It's getting old, it has to stop
The phone calls, the letters, the clock
I don't care and secretly I do
So shape up and give me a reason why.