Always Here, But Never There

I am always here but never there
I am always there but never here
I'm in my own little world
Where nothing ever happens
No war, no pain, no sadness
No sorrow, no downers, no badness
I am tired of the world being a deep dark abyss
It keeps getting darker and deeper
All I see is darkness in the world
It's scaring me
I am tired of the world getting worse and worse
I hate having to feel like this constantly
Feelings are just words the heart can't say
Hearts are fragile pieces of our bodies
I don't give a damn about anybody who doesn't give a damn about me
People need to learn to shut their mouths!
I always feel like I need to break something
Or do some kind of destruction
The world screws me
So I screw the world right back!
You know what
Whatever!
Who cares!
Who cares about what youy have to say!
Not me
Go screw
I'm done with you
And especially the world
I'm now going home without you