Friend? I think NOT

How can you say you're my friend?
You didn't even try to deny
I hope you don't think that we could try to mend
our relationship. I cant rely
on you anymore
So why not just
leave cause friendship shouldnt feel like a chore
I am not asking im telling you its a must because I dont have your trust
You stabbed me in the back and the sad thing is if you wouldve said it to my face
it wouldve been less painful
And now I have to replace
Someone whos grateful
to have me with them
And not always hateful
maybe i can branch out, be a stem
to a bigger purpose