I Am
I AM---
I am
A realistic onlooker.
I look at the world
And see all of my dreams
That were denied a chance.
I am
Curved, brown, shoulder swept strands
Beautiful, blue engraved sight
Surrounded with long, curved, dark brown lashes
Legs aligned in navy blue jeans
Flats with confidence
Blue topaz
Scents of sweetness
Playing of hair ties
Settled upon pale skin
Lots of freckles
And curved up lips
With clean white bones
I am
Someone who only knows how to brace for the tears
After disappointment
My mind
Is always at battle with me
And emotions I struggle to fight
When I am here
I am
A sister
To older and younger
Strange, crazy
Three siblings
A friend
To pretty much anyone
That wants to be
With me
We are
Not all the same
But we’re still conjoined
I am
A carrier
Of an uncommon disease
With which does not show in my appearance
But still is there
Affecting futures
I smile
For memories past
And I remember
I’m alive
For the many that don’t get to live
And for other reasons
I look above
Taking each step
Feeling stronger with each word
I am a girl
I am
A heartfelt soul
A door
Ten fingers
Two lips
Waiting eyes
Learned patience
Slow fading care
One heart
And emotion
I am memories
A hug
With my best friend
A frown
From the boy
Behind me
As we disrupt the class with our loud remarks
I am
A shining star blending with skies
A wish
To fulfill all of my set goals
And find myself happy
Happier than I am
And I
Will strive to achieve those dreams
I am confusion
In life
In words
In heart
I want to understand
Every one
Secretless
Pulsing feelings
Irrational fears
Suffocate me
I would choose to change my only want
Than to keep hurting
Over things
I could speak a million endless words
As I stare into your eyes waiting for it
For a reason to send me higher
Into a place where my daydreams make me happy
But I would rather pick anything
Else, then to know I’ll end up with tears
And
I am
Romance
Inside my thoughts
With love for one
With impatience gone
With a wait that isn’t long
And a smile that isn’t lonesome
Surviving through family
And surviving through my friends
Surviving through thick and thin
I am
Me
I am
A realistic onlooker.
I look at the world
And see all of my dreams
That were denied a chance.
I am
Curved, brown, shoulder swept strands
Beautiful, blue engraved sight
Surrounded with long, curved, dark brown lashes
Legs aligned in navy blue jeans
Flats with confidence
Blue topaz
Scents of sweetness
Playing of hair ties
Settled upon pale skin
Lots of freckles
And curved up lips
With clean white bones
I am
Someone who only knows how to brace for the tears
After disappointment
My mind
Is always at battle with me
And emotions I struggle to fight
When I am here
I am
A sister
To older and younger
Strange, crazy
Three siblings
A friend
To pretty much anyone
That wants to be
With me
We are
Not all the same
But we’re still conjoined
I am
A carrier
Of an uncommon disease
With which does not show in my appearance
But still is there
Affecting futures
I smile
For memories past
And I remember
I’m alive
For the many that don’t get to live
And for other reasons
I look above
Taking each step
Feeling stronger with each word
I am a girl
I am
A heartfelt soul
A door
Ten fingers
Two lips
Waiting eyes
Learned patience
Slow fading care
One heart
And emotion
I am memories
A hug
With my best friend
A frown
From the boy
Behind me
As we disrupt the class with our loud remarks
I am
A shining star blending with skies
A wish
To fulfill all of my set goals
And find myself happy
Happier than I am
And I
Will strive to achieve those dreams
I am confusion
In life
In words
In heart
I want to understand
Every one
Secretless
Pulsing feelings
Irrational fears
Suffocate me
I would choose to change my only want
Than to keep hurting
Over things
I could speak a million endless words
As I stare into your eyes waiting for it
For a reason to send me higher
Into a place where my daydreams make me happy
But I would rather pick anything
Else, then to know I’ll end up with tears
And
I am
Romance
Inside my thoughts
With love for one
With impatience gone
With a wait that isn’t long
And a smile that isn’t lonesome
Surviving through family
And surviving through my friends
Surviving through thick and thin
I am
Me