Insults.

Words are wounds
you cant erase.
No disappearance
in the world,
scars that never
go away
stick on your body
from this day.
Dirty mouths
speak now,
and lose your voice
in the violent sound.
Like a tattoo
there forever;
gone never?
They leave holes in
your soul like a
bullet piercing
through your flesh.
Bad influences
in the back of
your mind.
Never leave,
never fly.
Someone always
reminding you
how ugly you really are.
Wishing on your
inspiration
while choking on it
as well.
Seeing hopes and
dreams that you know
will never come true
because of the
people around you.
Am I better than that?
Don't know,
but no one even bothers
to say
"I love you"
anymore.
Just an empty soul
who believes it will not
last,
because everyone tells
it how rude it
really is.
Needs love not
hate,
otherwise my cries
for help will fade.
Visions of blasphemy
follow me above my head,
and I wish you could
take back words that been said.
I just wanna go crawl
in a deep, dark hole
of nothingness,
because I know my
life is lived anything
but intrepid.
And now these
insults are left
on my body forever,
never knowing if the scars
will fade.
Do I think they will?
Never.