Bruised by demons.

Good morning baby id say in your ear, theres breakfast on the table
wake up and be near to me
I was calm then, before it all broke out.
Kissing your head while you slept.

But I know now what I should have known then.

Ignored all the signs when your eyes
Screamed them.
Believed all the words when my mind
Knew lies.
Took in your screams when you left me  crying.
If those demons stayed cadged
I would've loved you my whole life

Wearing my hair the way you said you liked.
Everyday, trying just to do something right.
For you I was 
Someone you knew you wouldn't leave.

But I still remember the way I loved you
Tried light up your life when your seams were unglued.
How your friends were more important but I couldn't have mine.
Your hands blocking the doorway, and removing my spine.
The stories and the other girls, you broke into my mind.
So here's to the nights where you crossed the line. 

But I know now what I should have known then.

Ignored all the signs when your eyes
Screamed them.
Believed all the words when my mind
Knew lies.
Took in your screams when you left me crying.
If those demons stayed cadged
I would've loved you my whole life.

Now you're out of my life, and I live