Alone

Surrounded by a sea of people
I can’t help but feel alone.
I’ve become a shell of what I was.
Once carefree,
Now careful.
Once radiating happiness,
Now surrounded by despair.
Enclosing in on myself,
I live in sorrow.
Reflecting on what I once was,
Looking back at brighter days,
They are all but a memory in my mind.
Trapped by my fear,
Drained by my sadness,
I need someone.
A light at the end of this endless tunnel.
Someone to help me,
Save me,
Encircle me in warmth and joy.
Someone please do something.
I’m losing myself
Doubts fill my mind,
Starting to take over.
Looking around at all the familiar faces,
I can’t help but feel alone.
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Do you ever get that feeling that everyone one is ignoring you, and you have no idea why? That it seems like no one is there for you anymore, and you can't do anything about it? That it seems like you are just better off leaving everyone alone? And all you want is to have someone there to give you a hug and say it's going to be okay.