Nightmare

I was so close
to letting you go
but now I'm back
and I'm falling again
please don't suck me in
to this nightmare again.
It's a lie that isn't true
this is me and this isn't you
the sad truth I'll have to face
that I will never leave this place.
Lord god this I pray,
make me numb for just one day.
Help me see through this lie
or so help me I will die.
A sad truth is
I'll alway love you.
Too bad it isn't real
us or how we feel.
Promise me you'll say goodbye
and convince me one last time.