The Callings of My Heart
I often think of you.
its hard to block you out
I try my hardest to shut my head off
from the callings of my heart.
But its so difficult to stop it
to turn this whole thing around
and when I remember you're not with me
I still hear that awful sound.
the screeching and the screaming
its so loud, so piercing, so clear
I almost cannot listen
but im driven now by fear.
I wish i could just tell you
i wish you'd leave my brain
cos i don't think I can spend another night
alone
screaming
again.
its hard to block you out
I try my hardest to shut my head off
from the callings of my heart.
But its so difficult to stop it
to turn this whole thing around
and when I remember you're not with me
I still hear that awful sound.
the screeching and the screaming
its so loud, so piercing, so clear
I almost cannot listen
but im driven now by fear.
I wish i could just tell you
i wish you'd leave my brain
cos i don't think I can spend another night
alone
screaming
again.