The Callings of My Heart

I often think of you.

its hard to block you out

I try my hardest to shut my head off

from the callings of my heart.

But its so difficult to stop it

to turn this whole thing around

and when I remember you're not with me

I still hear that awful sound.

the screeching and the screaming

its so loud, so piercing, so clear

I almost cannot listen

but im driven now by fear.

I wish i could just tell you

i wish you'd leave my brain

cos i don't think I can spend another night

alone

screaming

again.