conclusion to illusion.

when i dont have love,
i am lonely.
when i have love
i am secure.

why cant i find love
because i'm not sure
that what i will have
will be for sure

but who can be sure
when life is so random
when a question is an answer
and the answer is unaware

that the love is true
and though you thought you knew
you never did
till it was dead

as a rose it wilts
and petals of silk
fall so useless and dead
for the exhausting dread

for what is in my head
what i once thought was love
turned out be be a lie
one that i could not defy

so once i say goodbye
and walk away forever
that will be the end
for now and forever.