Hatred Aside

It came without warning, much like your ignoring
I spoke so clearly for you, yet it feels as if you still cant hear me

My chest aches from the "breaks" that we needed
Hands full of anger, cuts are aflame

I still have the confusion that left me empty and in pain.
The songs you used to sing are more like screams

There is no light to this darkness, much like my soul
either way, does it pain you to see me?

I laugh so hard I begin to cry, yet i only see me crying.
Your cold lifeless eyes show me it wasn't meant to be
Even still, that completely scares me.

I look into your eyes, and say with a small voice
"Hatred aside, do you still think about me?"