For a Girl

It's quiet in this soul that stays in this humanly body
It's cold and unconcentrated
Staring off blankly into the world
Waiting for something to come upon herself
Giving up on the expierince of living

She sits here alone
Expecting nothing
In the end it won't hurt
She shun's the world when she's alone
She fakes a smile to them all

Hiding the emotions away
Avoiding everything and everyone
No longer caring about anything

Feeling this world should just forget
If she were gone
Do not remember her in memories of joy
Remember who she was everyday
Forget her smile, replacing it with a frown
She wasn't worth anything
Never will be

Compare herself to a statue
Everythings a flaw
She's a shadow to the world
A unforsaken to the skys
A banisher to the fiery grounds

She doesn't show a cry
Nor a fear or regret
She gives herself a name
A name she can't live up
She won't live up

She ex's herself out
Nothing good about the ignorant girl
Running away from everything
She trips and falls
Dies

She turned around
Looked in the mirror
She closes her eyes
What she see's makes her sick
Wanting to burn

She holds herself under
Coming from the water gasping
She guides the sharp pierce
Blood doesn't fall
She's scared
She wants to die
but she can't

It can't happen...