Broken and Alone

I sat alone today,
afraid to be seen.
Thoughts cloud my mind,
Why do I feel broken?
What am I doing existing?
Everywhere I go,
People stare at me,
as if they're screaming,
"Stay away from me!"
I'm doing my best,
to not go near anyone,
or even look at them.
The few people I trusted,
seem to be staying away.
I don’t mind though.
I'd rather be ignored,
or pushed away,
than be spoken badly about.