Drown

She sings the words as loud as she can
blasted the tune to the highest volume
danced around the room in sweet harmony
you know she's upset
by her expressions
even if I knew
how to cheer her up,
it wouldn't work
she's in her own little world
where happiness and music only exists
she wishes she had someone there
to guide her way and help her feel better
she knows I'm here
but she won't call
says she's fine
fuck it all
I hope someone hid the razors...
she's upset, pulls one out, drags it along her skin
submerged in tears.
she's crying
I'd help her, give her a shoulder
help her cry, tell her it's over
she knows I lie, I'm not
even sober, so how can I
help when I'll only cause more trouble?
At once, she stops and gets a bandage
lets it heal covers with a smile on her face
kids in school thinks she's great
but on the inside she's filled with hate
a counselor
a parent
they'd only make it worse
a friend perhaps
I'm coming over
she's in the kitchen making a sandwich with a
big smile on her face, leans up to kiss me and
whisper in my ear, she's feeling better, no need to cry
I wish she knew
I know she lies
I see the scars forming
as she tries to convince me she's alright
I hold her hand, as we fall down, hit rock bottom
we know we'll drown
I know she knows that I'm unfaithful
although she knows she has no one else
im all she's got
i really don't care
i don't love her I never did dare
she's a psycho it I cannot bear
she thinks I'm in love we'll never be apart
only reason is I'm still here
to chuck all the razors
and clear her fears
I don't want to see tears anymore
when I leave her heart will break
on the side, in the center, and to the core
I know she gets me
but I don't like her
thing is I wished I liked her
cuz after I ended it
I felt alone
and she drowned
in her tears