Resistence Towards the One

resist the temptation
to blurt out everything
seeing as it won't help
why bother?

It seems she is embarrassed
and I am just fine
cept im kinda mad
because this is so how

I wish you'd just give up
trying so hard to get some
Said you don't wanna be alone
that's bull shit tell the truth

im sorry for searching
searching for the good in you
that never even existed
sorry for caring

and even though I still care, unfortunately
it's barely even that
I'm just so pissed
that you're so desperate

wish I had time
to pour my heart out to you
too bad you're too busy with those other girls
and you'd prolly laugh anyway

i knew I shouldn't have gone there
or dug my trench down too deep
now i'll take my place down there
hoping ill rest in peace