Still Inside

What kind of man am I
To betray those around me
Exploit others
For my own gain

I never once imagined
That such things would happen
That I would ever be the cause
Of all this pain

How could this be
Who is this person
Am I still inside
Are those really my actions

Yet no matter what I may think
I cannot deny
The words you speak
They must be truth

I really did those things
I risked everything
And lost it all
Leaving me with nothing

Lost in an empty shell
Nothing left inside
What do I do now
Is there anything I can