Broken in november (this song/poem?? was written by me,Id love to here what you think :))

Please dont go,
I dont want you to leave,
Because im nothing but a kid,
A kid who can not greeve.

Im holding -->on,To words,
And packing each belonging,
Waiting for a day,
To live another morning.

*I do not , want you to go,
Because, I really,need,you,so,
And im broken from november-->,
And this pain,
Will rain like april.

*Because , I--> dont want you,to go,
Baby please,dont,leave,
Because im broken like november,
And,I --> can not Greeve,

And mummy why,
-Did daddy leave,
Im asking you,
And i Beg you,Please,
-
I can not wait for answers,
This pain's,-
But a cancer,
You,cant,cut,it,out,
Because baby its real,
It's bleeding out.

*And I do not , want you to go,
Because, I really,need,you,so,
And im broken from november-->,
And this pain,
Will rain like april.

*Because , I--> dont want you,to go,
Baby please,dont,leave,
Because im broken from november,
And,I --> can not Greeve,

Im holding on,
With these bleeding hands,
Are vampire hearts,
Are the ink in these pens,

They'le,write these torn up letters,
And fix these broken words,
Try to call out,
Just try to be heard,

*And I do not , want you to go,
Because, I really,need,you,so,
And im broken from november-->,
And this pain,
Will rain like april.

And theres,just one more second,
One more beat,-
Beneath my breath,
And i want to here these answers,
Before,i bleed to death,

Im drowning in this pool,
This pool,is filled with words,
The feelings and thought,
Cant still be heard,

im writing this letter,
im sining this verse,
not for the drama,or the actions,
Or even the words,

*It's Because, I really,need,you,so,
And I do not , want you to go
And im broken from november-->,
And this pain,
Will rain like april.
I really,need,you,so,
And I do not , want you to go!
im broken from november,
im broken in november,
im broken in november,
And I dont , want you to go!