Motions

Going through the motions
day by day...
fake the smile
pretend that im strong
forget the problems that are still there
no one knows about the pain inside
how even though I stopped
months ago...
the temptation is still there
It totures me and tempts me
It hurts just as bad
as when I had the problem
when im at school
they dont understand at all
how much I just want to go home
and die... I cry through the
night until morning comes
and I get up and go through the
motions all again...