I regret a lot of things.

I regret a lot of things.
First of all, I regret smiling when I wasn't okay.
I regret all the lies I told to fit in, to be happy.
I regret believeing in you.
I regret changing.
I regret pushing God away, and following you.
I regret becoming something I'm not.
I regret letting them make my image.
I regret being shy, and not having guts.
I regret letting you become something we could have avoided.
I regret going back to him.
I regret being two-faced.
I regret leaving my piano to collect dust.
I regret the tears, the threats, and the thoughts.
I regret losing my innocence.
I regret losing everything I had.
I regret forgetting how beautiful life is.