I'm Not Fine

Is it wrong to hold on to dreams too long
or is it the greatest love one can show
is being able to let go
can you tell me because I just don't know
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this life of mine
is not fine,but no one really cares
just go away
it's all I ever say,now everybody stares
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I toss left and right every night
I write a new song everyday
but you're still on my mind,you won't go away
my mind freezes every time it should convay
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this life of mine
is not fine,but no one really cares
just go away
it's all I ever say,now everybody stares
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well I held too tight
and I broke my hand
you try to shed light
but I still feel bland
now I'm not fine....