You

It was great at first
Like a dream
I went to see you when you wanted
How nice it seemed.

You were a ray of sun
On any bad day,
Now at the sound of your voice
The sky turns gray.

I'm not fat
I'm not useless
I don't deserve to be shoved.

I'm strong
I'm caring
I've earned the right to be loved.

You yell when I'm joking
And you criticize me.
This isn't the way
I had thought it would be.

I lie to my loved ones
Say I Carr about you,
While I'm thinking of how
To cover up my new bruise.

How did we get here?
How will it end?
I don't want you anymore.
You're a shitty boyfriend.