The Hardest Part of Ending is Starting Again

I had almost forgotten
How to be something more
My heart had gone rotten
Bled out on the floor

As you walked out the door
I fell into despair
And decided to ignore
All who really care

I sit and stare
At every single rhyme
Wishing you would spare
A little of your time

So I can sublime
And show you I’m sane
To show you my time
Wasn’t spent in vane

But was spent in rain
Spent sitting around mending
This overwhelming pain
So here I am ascending

And pretending
I can heal this pain
Cause the hardest part of ending
Is starting again